Should I Go!??
Sigh,,, suppose have another fun day/night...but everything ruin by my parents again. I don't know it is my problem or what? How come seems like they never understand me. And they never trust me? I think I am old enought to make my decision of many thing, but they always think I am still young. And they always think I don't care about myself. I want to tell them I am the way more and more and more care about myself then they think. I am sooooooo stressful lately. Sometime they tell me to go back to HK and try, and then all in sudden ask me to try @ Tor a while first. It makes myself confuse as well. I wanna go back to HK to take a break anyway tho.... My parents always said I looked for a job a long time already, but actually it is just 3 months. I think they forget I grad at the end of August, not April. I understand they care about me, but is it too much? When everybody in the K room are singing and playing, my phone is always ring.. and it is my parents.. IT BOTHER ME A LOT!!! I am 25 and turning to 26 soon, .... I am almost the oldest ppl in the room, but my phone always ring before any other ppl ( the call from parentts ). I always believe my parents were treat me good, they give me a lot of freedom, but I don't know... they know I won't smoke, they know I won't even touch any alcohol, but why they still worry about me that much? They always wanna me become a "Grey Prince" back home before 12. I am almost crazy rite now la!! I didnt get any support from my parents now, on the other hand, I only feel the pressure. They day day ask me hoz the job hunting going.. I don't what should I tell, don't wanna give them too much hope, but then I have to show them I am care about myself... CHI SIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by Patrick Yuen at 3:02 AM
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