A..... Challenging work...

My 3rd day.... this is my 3rd day of the week I did nothing at all at work and it is actually Wednesday only... yes... it means i did nth at all this week in the office.. After the Disney presentation last week, I am just sit at office and wait for the result...Lucky, I still got 1-2 phone interview, one of the question they must ask is "why do you want to quit your current job?", I said "I want a more challenging work" all the time... but actually, this job is very challenging to me... since I have nth to do and have to pretend busy...

SO DEPRESS!! feels so helpless for everything of my life lately... nth is under my control and nth is going like my prediction... I feels like I am wasting my time, but what can i do? I know I shouldn't complain too much tho... but... i really wish after I wake up tomorrow, I got a new hope... New Day, New Start, New Hope.. that's wat i alwaz told myself and other... but... still... it is a hard time to me right now..

Like 古巨基's new song 黑仔 ... it said "天 多麼壯麗 為何沒作為 天 不肯破例 運還未夠滯 好 黑仔到底 不必靠心計 我也終於會上位" I wish "我也終於會上位" for my career, and ...... ~~

my wonderful weekend

After a crazy month of AYD, a lot of thing back to normal... except this weekend~~ Went to Macau w/ AYD program team people~ Everybody have unlimited energy to EAT and EAT and EAT.. I am 200% full after this trip...We travel/walk around Macau to eat and eat... we ate at least 10 meals during the trip... i think i need to be on diet after this weekend~~ everything is cool and relaxing, at least, I can take a break from my boring work =P .....

no matter what, job hunting is already started, and get a feedback already, i wish this is another good start for me...... I have a plan and target for myself... 1) Study another degree on Marketing and/or Accounting --> 2) Study MBA after I am done the degree... I wish I can fulfill my target be4 i am getting too old~!? Pray for me and wish me good luck... But i know it is not easy, since I am lack of 2 thing which is money and time(!?.. I am free now... but cant guarantee I will be free as well at upcoming couple years)

Couple friends are back to HK already or soon~~ I wish I can meet them soon, really miss people @ Toronto, especial everybody who talk to me everyday/everynight when I am at work and boring~~

and... i do wish i can have more time w/ my friends as well... was too busy and didnt really keep in touch w/ most of them... my bad.... i do wish i can keep the friendship w/ ppl i noe from AYD... especially ppl from closing, they r allll very coool...

愛得太遲

歌手：古巨基 | 作曲：楊鎮邦＠宇宙大爆炸
填詞：林夕 | 編曲：雷頌德
我過去 那死黨 早晚共對 各也紮職以後 沒法 暢聚
而終於 相約到 但無言共對 疏淡如水
日夜做 見爸爸 剛好想呻 卻霎眼 看出他 多了皺紋
而他的蒼老感 是從來未覺 太內疚擔心
最心痛是 愛得太遲 有些心意 不可等某個日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志
最可怕是 愛需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好 偏要推說等下一次
我也覺 我體質 彷似下降 看了症得到是 別要太忙
而影碟 都掃光 但從來未看 因有事趕
日夜做 儲的錢 都應該夠 到聖誕 正好講 跟我白頭
誰知她開了口 未能挨下去 已恨我很久
錯失太易 愛得太遲 我怎想到 她忍不到那日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意
愛一個字 也需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次
相擁我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒 能夠做到又有多少
未算少 足夠遺憾忘掉
多少抱憾 多少過路人 太懂估計 卻不懂愛錫自身
人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
但今晚未過 你要過也很吸引
縱不信運 你不過是人 理想很 愛於咫尺卻在等
來日別操心 趁你有能力開心
世界有太多東西發生 不要等到天上俯瞰