already .... 2007

wah.... already 2007.... Time passing so fast.... I am already 27.... but seems like I did nth for my life yet. My dream seems like running away now, umm... but i still wish someday I can make my dream become true. I Remember Paul Tam todl me if God wanna me do that, God will help me and I don't need to worry and fear, but seems like my faith is not strong enuf for me to leave my comfortable life and face the challenge.

Finally settle down at my work, I believe I am on the right track, I have fully confidence that I can pass my probation, but dunno how wat do i get after that, I wish i can get some salary rise la.... my phone got stolen at China on the way back to HK from SZ office, I really need some extra money to get a new phone. I think I can have some saving for this month, but after some credit card bills, I believe.... i have to work hard on control my spending. Maybe I have to sell my DC at this moment, and buy it again later on when I have spare money... i dunno~~ have to work hard work hard + work hard~~~

About my cell phone... I think I joined a magic show. How can my phone got stolen when I am listening to MP3 w/ my phone~!? so scarey.... I am only back to China couple times, but my phone already got stolen, so whatz next? I dun wanna got stolen again, but seems like it is not easy to prevent... maybe I should take the company bus every morning/evening from now on.

Got some tasks to complete besides work, couple websites, events planning... but seems like i am too lazy to even start anyone of them. umm... I believe I have to begin to work on it from this weekend, otherwise I cant finish them at all.

Meet Benny last week, he keep telling me that Royal Bank has opening... umm... i think i will consider it if I am still @ SPSS... since I really cant foresee any future there. but my job rite now give me pretty much the thing I want/expect. but still... i wish i can take care of my family, and i noe they like Toronto much more than HK... wat should i do? dunno, but i believe at least i should stay and work for a full yr at least, otherwise my resume will look really bad since i keep changing works for last 1-2 yrs...

a lot of thing happen unexpected as well... but... that's life, no surprise no fun, no challenge no improvement.

張敬軒 - 笑忘書
作曲：張敬軒｜填詞：林若寧

要 背負個包袱
再 跳落大峽谷
煩惱 用個大網將你捕捉
還是你 抛不開拘束
你 昨夜發的夢
到 這夜已告終
沉下去 頭上散落雨點沒有彩虹
你 還在抱著記憶就似塊石頭很重

＊得到同樣快樂 彼此亦有沮喪
　童話書從成長中難免要學會失望
　經過同樣上落 彼此墮進灰網
　沉溺 煩擾 磨折 何苦 多講＊

我 快樂到孤獨
我 缺乏到滿足
遊戲 就算愉快不會幸福
人大了 開心都想哭
我 每日要生活
我 每日要鬥苦
捱下去 連上帝亦也許沒法攙扶
我 前路有右與左面對抉擇難兼顧

repeat ＊

擁有同樣寄望 彼此亦有苦況
棉花糖從成長中曾送你愉快天堂
經過同樣跌盪 可會學會釋放
童話 情書 遺書 尋找 答案
曾經... 曾經... 回憶當天三嵗波板糖