Should I Go!??
Sigh,,, suppose have another fun day/night...but everything ruin by my parents again. I don't know it is my problem or what? How come seems like they never understand me. And they never trust me? I think I am old enought to make my decision of many thing, but they always think I am still young. And they always think I don't care about myself. I want to tell them I am the way more and more and more care about myself then they think. I am sooooooo stressful lately. Sometime they tell me to go back to HK and try, and then all in sudden ask me to try @ Tor a while first. It makes myself confuse as well. I wanna go back to HK to take a break anyway tho.... My parents always said I looked for a job a long time already, but actually it is just 3 months. I think they forget I grad at the end of August, not April. I understand they care about me, but is it too much? When everybody in the K room are singing and playing, my phone is always ring.. and it is my parents.. IT BOTHER ME A LOT!!! I am 25 and turning to 26 soon, .... I am almost the oldest ppl in the room, but my phone always ring before any other ppl ( the call from parentts ). I always believe my parents were treat me good, they give me a lot of freedom, but I don't know... they know I won't smoke, they know I won't even touch any alcohol, but why they still worry about me that much? They always wanna me become a "Grey Prince" back home before 12. I am almost crazy rite now la!! I didnt get any support from my parents now, on the other hand, I only feel the pressure. They day day ask me hoz the job hunting going.. I don't what should I tell, don't wanna give them too much hope, but then I have to show them I am care about myself... CHI SIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by Patrick Yuen at 3:02 AM
4 Comments:
JiuJiu. Don't feel too stress. I understand how it feels, because I was in your situation last year as well.
Looking back, it seems silly for me to feel stressful, because God will take you to where He wants to take you.
Now,does it really matter where to start your worklife, in Hong Kong or Toronto? I personally do not see a major difference. Go by what your heart tells you to do.
Need help? Give me a shout.
just go back for awhile anyways, u deserve a break =) and let things go naturally from there... dont think too much.. and parents are the same regardless.. remember they're overprotective just because they love u! *let it be*
Don't worry too much my brother and take good care of your health.
I totally understand your feeling.. as you know I was their target back to the time when I was in Canada. While we know them well enough.. they are just a little bit way too DEPENDENT,and they just need us to form their world and they don't like to hang around with friends. So take it easy and try to accept them. Be a "Grey prince" sounds not too bad too .. very pure. ^_^
With regarding your plan about coming back to HK.. as I talked to you earlier on, don't worry too much and just come back for a try. No one knows unless you try. You know all of us support you including mom and dad. Don't worry about them, they will be fine. And I am going back in June as well to see them. Don't get upset as dad change his mind and or you from time to time as it's what he doesn't want to do. Try to understand his concern. He did that not on purpose but he for sure understand your situation and support you.
I am talking too much already. Anyways, I am waiting for you to come back and ready to go through the challenge with you. The 2" bed is waiting for you too (w/o mattress though) ! And you know siu yu is so long to see you too!
But remember to stay in the airport until 2p.m. and I will come pick you up if you really are going to land in HK airport at 7:30 on Saturday Feb4 =)
Dun worry Pat. I had the same problem as u when I first back to H.K. My dad and grandma kept asking how's my job hunting everytime they talked to me. So I even avoided them by blocking my dad's msn, and not picking up my grandma's calls. I was so so bad. So I totally understand how u feel. But just always remember the best is yet to come. Y dun u just come back and take a look?? Just give yourself a break and decide your next step. And u should be happy to see there r so many ppl care about u!!!! 6 comments for a blog are not easy to get!!!!!!at lease i never have one...hahaha.....
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